The Birth of SoulSpeaks...
"SoulSpeaks", came to me via the ethers, or should I say, 'divine guidance'!
It was during the time I was writing my thesis paper on 'Healing Our Unresolved Emotional Traumas', which was captivating, but consuming most of my time.
The day I most needed a break from information overload, my husband suggested I take time off and go for a motorbike ride with him. Of course I jumped at the chance because this is one of the best meditation times for me, relaxing on the back of our bike, cruising through the Okanagan beauty. So off we went for an all day ride. As we sped along the winding mountain road through the lush forested areas, I decided to ask the universe for assistance on a troubling situation that I needed some clarity on. "If I can really help others with my 'gifts' what should I call what I do?" I already was assisting people on a small scale but I wanted to do more. I let the thoughts float out of my mind and became more aware of the warm air rushing by us and the rays of sunshine that flitted through the gaps in the tree line. This made the ride even more incredible and I must say I was feeling quite content.
As I drifted into this essence, "SoulSpeaks" popped into my mind, which kind of startled me out of my reverie. For a moment, I felt a soft pause as I shifted my posture as if to embrace this newness that came over me. It kind of felt like the moment when you unexpectedly find that one specific piece of the puzzle that you've been engrossed in for hours. I felt so inspired as an overload of thoughts came rushing in, but by the same token, I was a bit freaked out! It's strange but as soon as you put a name to something, it seems more real then before. And for some reason this set off what felt like a small panic attack throughout my entire being. "What if I can't do what I asked for, after all?" " Do I really want this responsibility?" "Am I totally able to do this 'channeling' without interfering with my own opinions and judgements?" I didn't realize how quickly self- doubt can take you out of a peaceful place. But this is what I asked for, right! Funny what transpires when you get an answer to your question. Seems like all the old beliefs and perhaps outdated conditioning unravels all at once and becomes so important in that precise moment. I then recalled something someone once said, "How can you access the pureness of what you're able to do, if the entire time you're doubting your abilities, and questioning the only 'source' you put your entire faith in? And as usual, as soon as I stopped the mind chatter, I once again felt the excitement of possibilities and opportunities! After all, the Soul loves Truth, and in my heart of hearts, this felt like the truth to me!
When we got home I took time out to meditate and ask some pertinent questions in regards to my work through, 'SoulSpeaks'. And not surprisingly, some pretty profound information 'downloaded' through me. Since then I've been paying very close attention to my inner guidance and offering my 'channeled messages' to those in need, with more appreciation and gratitude. As for the bouts of 'self doubt', I have to say that each time I go into the silence and channel, trusting in myself and the 'source', keeps growing stronger and stronger. It's definitely all a timely process. And for me, the more 'real' this inner journey to the extraordinary world of Spirit becomes, the more mystical and magical my experiences are in the balance of things. 'My SoulSpeaks' is my purpose and avenue in which the divine expresses through me. I've had many personal experiences that were painfully life altering and more that brought joy to my life, but they seem to pale in comparison to when I get into the 'zone' and the inter - dimensional communication starts to flow through me and out onto the pages. As I hold pen in hand and transmit these 'soul-directed ' messages, my passion is ignited and the physical world for the most part, slips away, until the communication ceases. Then I take a moment in this sacred space, and feel gratitude for all that is, before I sit at my computer and send the messages off in an e-mail or into my own personal file.
" The soul is the sacred realm of our most heartfelt purposes, our unique meanings, and the ultimate significance of our individual lives ."
" Soul holds the keys to our central lessons - and to the gifts that are ours and ours alone to carry to others. "
" The human soul - a type of spiritual blueprint - which carries an image or a vision that shows us how to grow, what gifts we carry
for others, the nature of our true life. "
~ Bill Plotkin, Ph. D. ~
Noelle Parenteau ( Ph. D. in Metaphysics ) - Spiritual Medium for divine guidance...
mysoulspeaks2u@gmail.com
www.mysoulspeaks.com